from Paul Simon’s ‘Late in the Evening’
Then I learned to play some lead guitar
I was underage in this funky bar
And I stepped outside to smoke myself a “J”
And when I came back to the room
Everybody just seemed to move
And I turned my amp up loud and I began to play
And it was late in the evening
And I blew that room away
When you listen to this, do you ever hear that line, ‘And I blew that room away’ and think, ‘nah, probably not’? Because he’s talking about just starting out and he’s high and I think probably he was good, but not great. I imagine he had some friends in the front row who said, ‘awesome.’ But I find it hard to believe that in his early days of being a performer, he got up and truly knocked the socks off everyone in the room.
There are however, many people who believe that type of mythology. They see it in movies, read it in books, and hear stories from artists who might possibly be romanticizing their start. I’m not saying geniuses don’t pop up, but even David Bowie reported that his early stuff was awful as have Joni Mitchell and Steven King.
When I was in film school many years ago, I watched the original ’39 Steps’ by Alfred Hitchcock and was deeply relieved to find it unbearably awful. If we try to create from a place of believing that talent is only rooted in some natural place, then we will only ever fail. I think it’s a relief to understand that the mythology around genius is often false. Because it means that better and best are achievable things, rather than unknowable genetic secrets.
So here’s to improving your skills at whatever task you’ve set yourself, though I am here to particularly cheer on your words. Write that terrible first draft and edit it into a shape that you can share with others who will help you fashion it into an ‘over-night’ success. Because the seeds of greatness are there, no matter how murky the water may seem now. Come on, blow us away.